Hii! ~ This is Oshi and this will be my last post.
Why?
Because I've decided to leave this gyarusa.
I don't want you to get bored with explanations, so I only want to clear that I'm still interested in gyaru and I want to improve my style but I'm not interested anymore in be a gyarusa member.
I want to ask sorry to the others members because they don't have any idea about my leaving, but I didn't want dramas and I don't wanna change my decision, at least not now!
There was a "crisis" in our group and, even if some girls do everything them can to render this gyarusa strong, I think that there are very several and critics problems.
Or maybe this gyarusa just don't works for me, I don't know.
Simply, I don't recognize this "group of people" as a real gyarusa.
That's all.
Of course I'll remain friend with every single member, but from today I choose my own way.
You can find me on my blog (oshifugushima.blogspot.com) and on fb.
Bye bye! :):)
Oshi
I'll write in English so everyone can understand.
RispondiEliminaWe already talked about our gyarusa's problems. Like presence, diligence, broken promises, motivation, self-criticism and so on.
You know I totally agree with you and I'm not going to tell you to stay with us, because I perfectly undestand how you feel now.
I'll be sincere. Now I'm just thinking "please,stay", because I had fun with you, I think you're (were) one of the best members of our group.
I can say I'm one of the girls that are doing everything they can to go on, improve and finally reach the point where we can really define ourselves a gyarusa. I know you're not only talking about style and make-up when you say we're not a real gyarusa and I feel a little guilty. I did everything I can, but now I know it's not enough.
Instill, I'm sure we'll remain friends, but a little goodbye comment was an obligation, after all.
So.. goodbye and best wishes.
~Rika
I think that I should leave a message too... well.. like Rika I felt guilty cuz Norma and every member that joined know that before joining they were speaking with me for some days or stuffs like that and I always tried to make a real friendship with every member in the group, I always tried to do also with the members each others but different characters sometimes turn into fights or something like this and I feel disappointed right know but not about your decision but cuz I think that I failed as a Leader (a few people know that since the beginning I never liked my role to leader and after august I tried to pass the role to Rika but she refused xD intelligent xD) I really wanted that in the gal-sa (that it isn't my gal-sa but our gal-sa) everyone feel the sensation of a family, of a really group of friends, cuz I always feel this thing with everyone and I'm sad when sometimes for you girls this don't happen, after Eri resigned due to her new job and gal community I feel bad cuz I understood that the drama, other stuffs like this changed her mood and I still didn't know that drama still does it to us and since this it begins the not volunteer to join to all the project, the volunteer to hide cuz you feel to not be the best (I'm not speakin' about you, about some girls in the gal-sa that changed their attitude cuz of that) is a very bad situation right now but since last october we decided to go on and I won't stop... we won't stop... is one of the saddest and strongest loosement that gyaru-sa have had in her 'life' cuz you know that for me you were (and are) one of the main souls of this gyaru-sa but I respect your decision and, like every graduated member, I wanna stay in touch with you, you can call me when you want and you can return when you want you know :)I know that I'm not the best leader but I always tried (with rika that is the best sub-leader that this gyaru-sa could have) to make every permanence in the group confortable, happy etc. ... I failed and I'm sad but I hope that you'll go on to support us, to see our improvement day by day... I really hope so... I don't know what should I say... I'm still a bit shocked >___< but it's ok, keep being a gyaru in your own way :) you know that I support you :) thanks for be one of the best member of this gal-sa, I appreciated it.
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